riddlermarc

I was going to say “no specific reason” but obviously it’s my health situation at the moment.. okay I’ve been home for a couple of days and it HAS really helped my recovery a lot - I’m not using my stick any more and I can potter around the house on my own and unafraid of falling.
Thing is, I am scared of the future and what it may bring - okay, I;ve lived like this for the past few years so it is nothing new but I am, right now, experiencing a constant nagging feeling of worry, stress and fear. Sad I know, I AM really happy to be here and looking forward to every day as it comes - I think maybe I haven’t totally switched over from the “Hospital” frame of mind to the “Home” one -I still have one more visit to the Hospital on Tuesday so I can’t really put this all behind me until then, I suppose.

On the other hand, Luna is really helping to bring a little new life to the place - she is a real sweetheart (despite just coming in and weeing on the floor!). I’ll post up some pitures soon

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