It’s Regression time again..
Monday, September 1st, 2008It seems around a week after I get out of hospital, my mind starts to slip back a good few years and I cling a little to some of the things of my past. It’s not to say I am denying the current goings on in my life or that I want to escape it, I just need to grab onto something that helps me realise there was a time in my life before all of this Big C stuff.
I get a real yearning to go visit the area I grew up as a kid, the other side of Basingstoke, to just sit there and soak up the atmosphere and remember bygone days playing 40/40, football and Fox Off (not sure if that was a widespread game or not). I used to love playing a game called Need For Speed 5 so that has gone back on my laptop for a while and I woke at 1.30am this morning with A-Ha’s Hunting High and Low running through my mind.. time to dig that album I think 
Like I say it’s not denying my current situation, far from it - it must be just some sort of way for me to handle/cope with my health problems and put them into perspective.
Now, where was that online shop that sells old boiled sweets by the quarter :p
